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Burning Down the House Smoke rings against a dark void, a dervish of white across the blue, figure eights, lazy susans, helixes and clitty tongues, ampersands and julians. Car wheels spinning from interstellar crackups, cartwheels and the somersaults of saltimbanques, angels dispersing from the head of a pin to their fiery stations of the cross. A new alphabet of elegant undecipherable forms, delicate as spiderwebs, black holes forming on the edge of the universe. A child believes clouds are made from the smoke belching from the stacks of steel mills and factories. Volcanoes are chimneys of the gods. The smoke rises from Vulcan's forge, where lightning bolts are made for Jupiter, weapons of fire for Mars. Donald Sultan draws circles with smoke Solid, tangible shapes in thin air, metamorphosing into links and chains and folds of light. Vessel and gesture, ephemeral but locked into place. Light becomes heavy. Summer and smoke. The smoke produced by opium is an Aubrey Beardsley yellow. or a pearl gray dragon writhing briefly in the air before being greedily inhaled. Hash smoke is blue as a Bedouin tent. Marijuana is green, like Jamaica viewed from a helicopter, or the place in the spine where the smoky chakras gather. Jodie Foster used a cigarette as a timing device in "Taxi Driver." Smoke gets in your eyes. Standing in line at Zabars in a sunday morning, wondering who smoked the first fish. Pass your child through the smoke of a wood fire and it will be forever protected against conflagration. Where there's smoke there's fire When love goes up in smoke, those in the line of fire are given whiskey and cigarettes. Familiar photograph: the Hindenburg collapsing in flames and smoke. Sweet Virginia The photographer Lartigue had a fetish for women who smoked. Marlene Deitrich, in a man's suit, lights her girlfriend's cigarette. Albert Camus smoked. Samuel Beckett smoked maize paper Gailoises. Sartre smoked like a cheminee. Henry Miller smoked as he scribbled. Blaise Cendrars smoked with one hand. Smoke signals from castle to castle; Celine slouches in a doorway, cigarette hanging from his lip. Babe Ruth smoked cigars and they didn't kill him. Jackson Pollock smoked while he worked, but the Post Office airbrushed that cigarette right out of his mouth. They airbrushed Robert Johnson's cigarette too; don't they know that a man with a hellhound on his trail deserves a cigarette? The ritual midsummer fires of Beltaine purify the harvest their smoke intoxicates the Corn God concealed among the crops. the smoke of many ships rising from the sea Black plumes bursting like smudged parachutes behind machine-gunned planes. Churchill and Stalin puffing away on fine cigars. to stifle the smell of murder in their nostrils. The rancid smoke of the ovens mingles with the smoke rising from the bombed out cities of Europe. The Lords of Panic and Darkness scribble obscenities on a sky already tattooed with spectral warnings of the atomic clouds to follow. Nagasaki, a mist of vaporized human flesh, concrete and glass and wood all fused into a new kind of smoke. Mekong Delta, 1970. Funnels of napalm residue rise like ladders to the sky. Contrails crisscross the canopy firedogs, smoke eaters, smoke jumpers, constantly chasing the flame Kuwait 1991. Oil fires erase the sun. Here were the hanging gardens of Babylon, cradle of the word, the temple where Hammurabi's scribes wrote down the first poems, first lines on the page. Word evaporates like sense in a cloud of depleted uranium, endless column of burning vehicles trapped in retreat, oil fires are funereal pillars stretching across the desert. The tomb of the unknown smoker Philip Larkin died of it and Raymond Carver, the pungent perfume of tobacco, twenty different diseases in its subtle effusions. Cigarette smoke will wrap itself around your heart and turn the skin to sand rot your pharynx and your larynx and creep inside your esophagus, pancreas kidneys and bladder, harden your arteries and destroy your lungs, rot your teeth and steal your breath away. Ulcers and cataracts and flames of fire in the windpipe. Freud's cigar was more than just a smoke. Tobacco road. Double-cupped smoke and mirrors shimmery New Orleans light city of sex and Sazerac and fine wines that luxurious after-dinner cigar hand rolled down in the delta where the smoke curls slowly through the mangroves After sex, the curlicues of smoke above the plump, rumpled pillows Ohio Blue Tip "The first drag goes right down to your heels..." "I deserve a little fun. I'll have a smoke." Players' please. I'd walk a mile for a Camel. The tourist pauses for a cigarette on the Spanish Steps, amid the raucous beauty of Rome. Tobacco tastes better in the Old World. Everybody lights up when Marcello lights up in "La Dolce Vita," while smoothtalking Anouk Aimee (who's also smoking) or waiting for Anita Ekberg to step out of the Trevi Fountain. What enormous volumes of smoke his lungs processed in so many cool moments caught on film, elegant in trench coat or dinner jacket and ever present cigarette, before the gate ran out and he coughed his heart up off-camera to saint Catherine Deneuve, lungs totally smoked, expiring like a fish on the deck of a boat. That pitch dark London fog was simply mist incarcerated in bags of smoke.Inside late night pubs, "the yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the window panes, licks its tongue into the corners of the evening." At Kings' Cross, thick volumes of black smoke began to emerge from the subway entrances, black plumes like the feathers on the horses that pull the hearses. Funeral pyres of dead animals clog the sky with toxic smoke and the wine is rancid and the crops fail. Forests burning, the planet choking on its own methane. Promise of paradise revoked. Better to leave the earth as smoke than to rot in a coffin underground. Is the wraith-shaped smoke of funeral pyres dense enough to carry souls to heaven? Smoke streams from the steel chimney of the woodstove feels its way around like a blind man in a swimming pool before climbing skyward disappearing like an indian rope trick into the clear morning air. your breath in winter; like pale smoke escaping from your lovely mouth Her husband had died of smoking and one night he briefly returned as a long wisp of black tobacco ash flickering furiously like a dying man trying to light a cigarette spanking the bedrail like Linda Blair a faint odor of brimstone and cordite filled the room the chenille bedspread seemed to smolder with the dead man's rage but finally the ghost departed as the wood will eventually burn and phantom apples will ripen in the smoke. The condemned man savors his final smoke. How good does that tobacco taste? Can he conjure a smoke ring as big as the Ritz that will carry him away from his imminent death? How long can he make this last cigarette last? A minute or a mile? The rifles are aimed and fired. The prisoner falls, and smoke curls from the holes in his chest, mixing with the cordite drifting from the rifles. With his last sigh, the final exhalation of oxygen leaves the bloodstream and enters the air, rising as his spirit rises and disappears among the ribs and backbone of the sky. I want to end as something tangible as smoke enter this marvelous blue air merge with the light become one of the invisible weightless but golden drifting with the cumulus across continents and centuries Max Blagg |
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